psychokekschen @ 2010-07-27T23: 20:00
Did you not promise me that I may someday be happy?
But when this is at some point?
Am I really so naive that I think I might just be happy to "his" side?
Am I even honest with me, but I'm already aware that he has earned me prop! Why should he?
What he does for me, for us? Nothing ... Or maybe he does very much .. It meets my feelings with your feet! I miss Marco
= (The conversation with him, which made me happy einfahc! Is funny without him ..
I hope he reads it and he knows that he meant a lot to me =) Although it may sound funny!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Canon Zr85 24p Or 30p
self-reference
fight I want, not about you and not for you. I want to fight for me, for my own pride and my own realization.
How long was I miserably on the ground, have been thinking about lost time together and I completely lost myself in the surreal.
But after weeks of failure of my own existence and my own reality, I began to find my place again in society.
They allege I will not, I would myself now firmly in place which I have found me, but I can say that my heart and my soul are now free of pain.
also not the perfect pain I am now going on, but that pain the only fully conscious of thinking about it hurts.
However, I must confess that despite my development of the last week, I doubt can not be master. So I spend hour after hour with the processing of their own being and the statement about the fact that this creature was probably more of a child as adult.
It is this dichotomy between the two worlds can be, I often strive for my goals, because the youthful madness to live life with no expectations.
So I did not win the fight against society, but the struggle with oneself, one's own achievement in the world but not our own.
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