Day 1
Everything has a beginning =) Also, Mira's Block now makes its debut!
first entry starting with the first day of the week, but it looks like a model meticulously ... But not so the girl who writes it;)
The day was quite okay, although somewhat variable. Today had the first time the feeling to have made in one area of my life, really good! Have passed all exams a bit self-pride is the first time again. He went in the last few weeks, unfortunately, lost. But the pride was again overthrown by doubt, why is it so hard? Why is it so hard to show him that I mean it really serious and that he is to me more like only true love. And already again I have to keep back the tears, too many thoughts about the beautiful times together, too much chaos in my head ... Chaos which I am just do not know where I stand, no longer master of my thoughts and feelings have to doubt about my own person and always growing.
However, even some hope is growing again, joy, great joy for the upcoming weekend and above all the hope that things will get better again.
God embarrassing, great first show of my own person starts already at the first super day!
It is feelings, I'm talking to me over and over again one ... But slowly I feel like it again from hour to hour is better. I love him, yes I know. But I am slowly beginning to hope and wish that my life again takes on the regulated life.
If it is not so, I can not blame me forever to make, as I fought to the bitter end (as the guys would say the dead trousers). If
maybe just learn to laugh again and to look ahead, is it! Just start to believe it!! And not only to question everything and to think .. Just re-learn to be a child to live a carefree life! And again lost in thought ... I love you \u0026lt;3
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