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The first start of the self-reference

I have understood .. it did not work between us .. I am the guilty one, I wanted to disappear up my shortcomings. You were a man came into my life who was there for me when I was at the heart and for the first time I had to be loved the feeling right ... You were the one who showed me what it means to live .. I thank you for it ..
I clipped out of fear losing out everything up, and this fear has now ruined everything .. I'm human, I'm having problems with my own self, but you have me as accepted as I am and I'm so grateful .. I never concentrated on the ground that I would not have indulged you make with friends, but for the reason eyed or that I saw in you my life my protector and I was afraid every minute without you I was alone again, was again the little girl and I was just afraid you let go, let you go ...
I had for years my Ruck sack on his back with all my problems this package crushed me, and then came thou. It felt so good to finally get rid of this heavy burden, to finally talk to a man, a man like you the way you are ..
I was finally strong again, by your side, I felt too much on your side ..
I hope you read these lines at some point, and understand that I did not do it because I wanted you bad, or you wish not fun, I did it because I could not help it .. I have promised you to change me, but it was not .. As it should go, all that I make my life long, from one to another moment to change ... I have kept up, was disappointed when you told me 100 times a day, that you love me .. I knew prop that you love me .. But I wanted to hear it over and over again because I had to hear it ...
I wanted to leave out, I wanted to tie up to me ... For that reason, because you showed me what life is .. Once you were not there, I was again small and vulnerable, when you were there and my hand have taken, I was finally a man who could be me ..
I'm expected to do too much, I expected from you that you rid of my problems, and I forget above all that you are a young man who also needs his fun ..
I was in your presence just the happiest girl because you were the first person in me did not see major problems in my family, but the inside of me .. saw his girl .. and I was so grateful that I had given my whole life for you .. and I knew that you love me, I forget to give you and your space .. I'm sorry .. I would change it so much, but I can not change it, not today, not tomorrow .. maybe never .. But I can promise you that I can try to change it, I would seek help .. It was wrong that I was to you, but I did not realize I did it unconsciously, from the fear out everything the people of the beduetet me so much that takes me like I'm losing .. I'm sorry ...