strange feeling
all weird = (I just do not come through this separation of time .. no matter what I do, no matter what I do, everything reminds me ... what would I do to make it again so how in the beginning .. but again is non = (
It hurts to suddenly be without him to master the whole day without him, clearly he was not there before, but I knew I could write to him and he would call there ... Why do I have
NICT noticed earlier that it was wrong what I did = (
He was the one who had me taken out of my shell, he was there as I was not doing and yet I have given him every time the feeling that he had to prove anything to me ..
Every time I was with him, I felt so confident because I know he is there .. he keeps me by the hand and stand by me is gone .. and it is hardly, I fall again ind the hole ...
Perhaps, it is indeed back in a few months in a year .. maybe as friends =)
I should live, try to live .. I hope it succeeds =)
Maybe he reads these lines at some point, and he realizes that I am so very sorry I did .. maybe he can forgive me .. and maybe, one day we can laugh together again =)
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